Cruzanheart
I enjoyed this post of yours so much...
I threw God out 10 years ago when d'fd and still feel the big void...
I guess I'm all messed up about God.. I wish I could have kept Jehovah with me when I left..then I would have somone to pray to...rather than no higher power..
I am happy and lead my life.. but I still miss God!!..
What I pass on to my children.. I guess is a sense of self.. and faith in one self to search their own paths.
Also, Now that I think their J.W. bible is all screwed up.. I don't trust to rely on that either...From what I hear it is too many Lord and Jehovahs put in where he wasn't .. etc.
I am happy for your retained godliness and your forwardness to seek what you need from those who can give it...
Good for you!
Special K